Stack 21
In this episode, Jeff reads his latest post, “Minute by Minute” — episode 21 of his ongoing memoir. It’s about 1993, the decline, and the decision to stay. AZT that didn’t work. Drinking that got sloppy. A dude ranch trip that went sideways in the middle of the night. A psych ward. A pen that produced words that didn’t exist. Hospice at home. And a quiet hospital room where Jeff held someone he loved as he died. This one is heavy. But it ends with gratitude, and a reminder to hold the people you love a little tighter.
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